The final AI-generated report needs to come with a warning. I am emotionally wrecked. But in the best way possible. The AI report that came after completing Day 5 questions has beyond exceeded my expectations. If I wanted to write a book about my life, I would 100% use this tool as guidance. This report cracked open every secret, every suppressed feeling, every detail of my life that actually matters. If you are lost or have felt suppressed most of your life, you NEED to do this report. Be as honest and detailed as you can possibly be, and I promise this will be the best decision you've ever made. This is going to give me the strength I need to take real, purposeful action in my life. I am shocked that this is even free. Thank you so much, Jim. I am forever grateful for this gift.

I did the work each week, showed up twice a week, practiced what I was learning. Had the exam sitting there all week and was frozen. Today I closed the loop! 🏆 But the best was yet to come. I have been given a partial scholarship to do the advanced AI course 😊😊😊

One thing I have identified about ‘ my’ ADHD is that it is very strongly linked to rejection sensitivity dysphoria. @Jim Ebbelaar could you talk more about this tomorrow/day5 please? Many thanks.

But my win is to realize that I have to accept where I am and some things work and some things don't. So far, I am and feel incomplete. My issue continues to be action and not knowledge. Like a smoker, they know it can kill them and it hurts them and all that, and if they could stop with just more knowledge they would. I debated even putting this comment in here because I don't want it to look like criticism. The course itself is great for EVERY brain and every human. But for the adhd procrastinator in overwhelm that looks forward to their evenings where they can do chill and wind down things and actually have time for themselves and be temporarily relieved on the days burdens and lack of interesting things, it is not especially working for me. It seems it is very insightful for many. I am so happy for you all to whom much of this is new. The ai in day 3 zeroed in on one limiting belief and ignored the rest. I know I have several and I'm clear on many, and probably have others that have not been insightfully revealed, which is why I'm still not driven to finish what I start without willpower. Using willpower to create strategy so you don't need willpower doesn't work. That has been my process forever. Then the ai told me on day 3 that it wouldn't reframe for me and on day 4 today that I was very clear on what I knew and to look forward to day 5. Ok then. Not helpful. The basic building blocks of change continue to elude me. Is it easier for people who don't have kids and a mortgage and have sleep issues because of world events and life in general? I never have time for myself except late at night when others go to bed and my only comfort pleasure is late night tv after a long uncomfortable day. I look for stimulation, as is an adhd thing, and when you don't get it during the day you have to find it somewhere. Making my night boring would make the whole day painful. Why would I do that? I don't just want to be more efficient and productive or even just wealthy and more miserable. I want to be fulfilled.

When finishing watching the recording, I had an urge to check social media, but I said NO. Not in a restricting way, but in a "I actually have better things to do" way 😀 I think my reason for not finishing projects and having trouble doing them in the first place, is the risk of failure. But I realised that for me, failure was not being the best. And that not being the best, is still fine. I have trained to be an illustrator my entire life, but have not actively pursued it, because I could see that many was better than me. What inspired me to try to start around a year ago, was reading books to my kids, where some of the illustrations are really bad technically. But I still had that voice in my head saying "yes, you don't like the illustrations, buy they are illustrating books, you are not, so your illustrations must lack something/is not the style people like" and so on. But maybe it is just because I have not really tried! Speaking of illustrations and looking back, I found this self-portrait from around 20 years ago. It say (from the outside) - Metal. Don't reveal anything going on beneath the smooth surface. - Black granite. Scares most people away, but are maybe not that hard to get through. - Glass. Breaks easily. - ? I don't know yet. And I still don't know. But I will work on my self-image and visualise a respected illustrator, that is finishing her projects without procrastination 👍😀