After the goodbye at the animal hospital, I came home and worked on my commitment letter. Why? I don’t know. I just felt like that was the right time. An agonizing afternoon and then come and do this? I must have been asking for trouble. So, Jim’s Twins commitment letter it helped develop is finished, and it prepared the following snippet: Just wrote my Commitment Letter, and here's what I finally saw: everything I've been stuck on comes down to words stuck in my throat - things I need to say to the people closest to me - and one belief underneath it all. I made a mistake. I am not one. I already learned to separate an event from my worth once, with the hardest thing that ever happened to me. So I know I can do it again. These six weeks, I stop hiding and I start speaking. I might think it will be more like 6 weeks on Neptune (time for Neptune to orbit the Sun converted into 52 weeks). So, I have 19 earth years for my 6 weeks. I know. Get a life and stop with math and science. I am. Going to sleep now. Good night.

The last few days have been frustrating. Too much activity and not enough time to focus on myself have made me kate