Change can actually be exciting!
So many people are scared to death of change because they assume that there has to be something scary waiting for them in the unknown, but change can also have something quite fascinating waiting for you in the unknown. I was exploring some recent wounds with an AI app (not Sage), and I was able to make a connection as to why I had been so triggered recently. It was eye-opening, and what it led to was what was amazing, though it flowed from a place of remembered trauma. I have had the dream of building a healing sanctuary in the boonies, a magical place catering to the inner child that needs something different than the adult does. I even went so far as making a vision board, which is quite unlike me. But creativity and vision boards can only go so far, and I gave up on it because I figured finding funding was pretty much hopeless. Today, in an AI app, as I was asking for ideas about a healing ritual for what had come up, a little tweak of what I was open to brought to me a quite amazing healing ritual that I can now add to the sanctuary ideas. I have very recently realized that my focus of children of narcissists may be too narrow since there are also wounded inner children that had alcoholic or drug addict parents that could also benefit from the release and healing ideas I have in mind. I tucked everything away when I felt the hopelessness of finding funding, and nothing has changed in that regard, but I am quite excited about revising my vision to incorporate the things that came up today. I'm glad I wasn't so closed off to changing things, because this feels so right. Not everything that's new and different has to be a threat. Sometimes it's the kick in the ass we need to get out of stagnation.