This morning, I was ready to quit the RMRSC. I had drafted what was going to be my last posting. Say my goodbyes and shut it down. Why? The idea that I would have to pay for the perks and features of this site. It bothered me that I have spent a year or so to rise to the level that I am and that perks that I had earned were suddenly being taken from me. I had done everything but hit the little yellow "post" button in the corner. I sat back, read what I had written and then thought about it. Did not having access to a few perks really bother me that much? I had read them and benefited from them but did it really matter after that? Was I losing the ability to interact with a community of like minded men? No. Was I losing access to the site? No. Was I not going to be able to learn and grown? No. Was I really losing anything? Again, no. I never hit post. If I had to put a moral to this little story is that, everything is not how it seems. Take a moment to reflect on what really matters and don't let the little things bother you. C