Hey guys:) I hope your all doing well, I have this question because I don’t have a car rn so im not able to drive myself to church but I would love to go consistently one day when I do, but for now since I don’t, do you guys have any ways that I can get even closer with him and improve our relationship even if is jus me and him? Ik we all haven’t talked in a while so I hope your guys are doing good and if not, you can always come back here and ik I don’t know any of you in person but I can tell you all are very righteous and ambitious people jus tryna better themselves and I can respect that💯. Love you guys🫶🏻.

What up guys ! I hope you're doing good How's life treating y'all ? I had a very bad day yesterday , and I am glad that I could control my mind today because it was messing with me all day . I am also mentally active and reflecting about some traumas I've been burying down for so long . Musically I'm perfecting my craft , even though the circumstances are not letting me to And yeah How's everyone ?

I got a question. Is it just me or does anyone else get tired of their relatives or friends voices? Hearing their voices over and over again, talking, laughing, yelling over and over. It gets so bad that like I go to another room and just listen to music trying to calm myself down because of how overwhelming it gets. Not only that but on top of all that my mood is like at the bottom, im either upset, annoyed or mad when it happens. And like it happens more often that I think, and now that I think about it its not just voices either just generally tired of them? I dont know how to put it but i jst wanted to ask if it happens to anyone else.

Hey, fellow tribe members. How’s everyone doing? I learned a new word over the weekend. Metanoia. It means a change in one’s view of life due to a personal or spiritual awakening. When I came across this word for the first time, the timing of it couldn’t have been any more poetic. Metanoia is exactly the journey I’m on, and I’m glad that I’m staying grounded by being open to learning new things along the way. Happy Monday.

Hey everyone, I’ll try to keep this short and simple but basically I’m jus writing this out of an emergency…I don’t really have anyone I trust to finally admit this but I’ve been struggling with binging food alot & tbh I think is at a point now where I would call it a disorder. I’m not able to get a therapist or anything as much as I’d like to I don’t feel comfy getting one rn due to my home situation and yea like I said I don’t have anyone I trust enough to tell them what’s been going on without judgement so I can get help. Like for 3 weeks so far everything kinda been spiraling (expect for school lul) like my eating signals are super messed up, I completed stopped working out (sometimes I go on a walk or jog but I ruin it by binging junk again), and mentally I’m kinda in a roadblock as well and I’ve been wayy to much on my phone to and jus to into my head and I think I’ve also neglected my sleep for too long and😂I look like a zombie is bad. The point is, I want to change and soon because I don’t want whatever is going on with me to continue and I kinda wish I can tell someone about this but I jus don’t have anybody yk😂ik you guys are strangers but idk I feel like you guys have better energy then most people ik irl so maybe that’s why I feel comfy jus speaking out here instead. Anyways, i jus wanted to finally say it and admit that im doing very wrong and im not where I wanna be and the werid part is that I can’t stop ive tried and i still cant break my bad habits i dont get it why when I really do want to change (even if is hard to believe after all i wrote) is like my body wants to destroy me and my brain doesn’t understand why we aren’t working as a team anymore😂idk if that makes sense. All of this happened so suddenly to, I was doing so good a few weeks ago and idk what happened honestly.. I just want to get better and be even greater then I was last time and become stronger in any way, I don’t want to keep doing this to myself… I can do great things and be a good person despite my environment I’m in rn but I still want to make the most of it until I can finally move out and grow ever further yk. I feel like I can do it idk why I’m screwing around rn and why I just can’t stop when I really really want to.