Yesterday was one of my worst days thus far as I had isolated myself and had played around with lust, video games, and various videos in attempt to fill the void, and I was down bad all the way. However, I am putting that all behind me, because now, I have the light and momentum to carry on and finish the job this semester to ace my exams and do everything I can to pass all my classes. This power has been given to me by Jesus Christ and it could not have been given to me at a better time. Especially after a bad day yesterday, I had asked the Lord to heal me and to give me peace. Not only did He give me peace and healed me in the process, but I gained that light in my soul to take action today. This is living proof that Jesus Christ truly loves me and cares for me, and that He wants the absolute best for me all the time, and I am truly thankful for His goodness and I love Him so much for it all. I gained the power to wake up early, prepare myself to take on the day, and to glorify God and to do great things for the Lord. Even with dealing with illness and all the mental trauma I’ve been through, I am determined to make today count and to make Jesus proud. This is the power that comes from the Holy Spirit Himself. The main thing I needed to do was to surrender to His will and Jesus will guide me every step of the way. This is how I gain that discipline and motivation out of the blue. Therefore, I shall get to work with studies, ace my exams and final projects/assignments, and finish with the best grades possible. Once I get these done, I will spend my break being at peace with the Lord and to do some self-improvement work to implement healthy habits one by one. Plus, I will work on improving my mental health as well. It all starts here and now, so let’s get down to business! God Bless you all and have a Blessed Sunday🕊️🙏🏻💗✝️

Hi, So I am struggling very heavily with discipline right now as I have so much on my plate right now, with finals coming up for me and trying to do everything that I can to finish, but I am struggling to find my groove and to find motivation to execute. Ultimately, I feel like I’ve lost my faith in the Lord and I’ve lost my identity. With how this semester has gone, it has left me in a bad spot, and this has pretty much been what college as a whole has been for me, as I am really struggling to grow into the man that God has made me to be. Therefore, I am in dire need of your prayers and support for me at this time as I need them and the accountability that I need more than ever. I know that God has a great plan for me and I know I will be able to find my purpose and identity once I run back to God and surrender to His will. So please pray for me at this time to renew my relationship with the Lord and that I refocus onto Him and everything He has in store for my future. Thank you and God Bless you all🙏🏻💗

Hey, so I have been trying to get through this difficult storm, as you may know, and I have faced depression and loneliness as of late. I was able to muscle up the discipline and got the homework done that I needed to for yesterday, which is a win, but I am still working to push through this time to be in a better spot. Especially with finals coming up next week, I must do what I can to prepare and do well on them to finish strong. Therefore, I would appreciate your prayers at this time to find the discipline and that I am in a better mood and mental state. Thank you and God Bless you all🙏🏻💗

Ever since I got back from Thanksgiving break, I have been unable to hold my guard up, and that’s why I have been falling. It seems that every time I come back to my apartment and being all alone again, I always am most vulnerable to temptation and I am most likely to give in every time, and I am very weak. I know that the enemy is trying to keep me down here, but I will not let him and I shall rise. Therefore, your prayers would be appreciated at this time for me to find my direction again and that I find Jesus again. Thank you🙏🏻

As we are in the month of December now, I intend to focus on the big things like staying away from lust, have more obedience, and to practice more humility. I may have fallen last night, but I will not let that stop me from doing the best I can do all the time. We are in a new month now, so for this month, I will be sure to keep my head above water and do whatever it takes to win my day every day. In the end, I will be able to become the person I set out to be. It is time to get to work, so let’s do this!