Happy Friday everyone! As we have gone through the first week of February, I know that there were plenty of things to take away from this week. I was not able to live up to the standards set for myself and I was stuck in bad habits again, such as lust, downing multiple energy drinks throughout the day, binge-gaming, binge-eating, and binge-watching videos. These are the primary symptoms of overstimulation and poor mental health for me and I have been sleep deprived and drained of energy. This is why I must take dopamine detox and mental health practices more seriously in order to find a way out of my comfort zone and step into my calling. Being too comfortable has kept me stuck and has kept me away from understanding my salvation as a man of Christ. I must find a way out of this to step into the light of Christ and to understand my salvation. This will help me to walk as a man of Christ and to overcome sin. Therefore, your prayers and guidance throughout this time would be appreciated here. Doing these things will help me have a clearer vision and I will be able to live by faith, and I will be better encouraged to have a better structure throughout my life and I will have a drive to do the important things. The way I see it, I’m only getting started here. With that being said, I shall take this time to know my salvation and my purpose better as the days go by. And I shall have faith and patience throughout this process. Let’s do this! God Bless you all and you all have a blessed and peaceful weekend! Peace be with you all✌🏻🕊️🙏🏻🫂💓💗❤️✝️

It’s been a while since y’all heard from me, but this week has gone at a fast pace for me and I have a lot of school work I need to complete and catch up on. The biggest thing is that I have been struggling to focus on God and keep my eyes on Him, and after my latest fall on Monday night, I know that my biggest losses have been a result of isolation and giving into unholy entertainment, as these have been keeping me distant from the Lord. Despite all that, I know God is still here with me an it’s thanks to this that I am still in this, and by His grace, I will push through and get back on track. With that being said, I shall take His hand and rise to the occasion, and I shall flee from all evil and run towards my calling from God and to reestablish that deep connection with God. This way, I will be able to serve God well and serve His other creations well in all my endeavors to make God proud. Prayers that I live by my words and to do God proud God Bless you and peace be with you✌🏻🕊️🙏🏻🫂💗❤️✝️

Beginning this new week, I have been struggling to find my rhythm and direction, especially after reflecting on my worst moments and experienced immense grief after bringing them to the light. At the same time, I’ve had struggles with trying to carry on after reflecting on these things as they have been very hard for me to grasp. Therefore, I ask for prayers to get back on track and to find positive and joyful activities to engage in and that I find ways to create joyful memories. So prayers would be appreciated here. Thank you all and may you all have a blessed week🙏🏻🫂💗

So this week was a disappointment in regards to following Christ and building upon my foundation, as I had obsessed over lust and sexual fantasies and as a result, it set me back a few steps, falling multiple times (including last night). However, with having a long weekend thanks to extreme cold temperatures in Michigan, I have the time to rejuvenate and to get back up, to repent and to refocus on my mission from God, and that is to serve Him well and serve His creations equally on a daily basis. Therefore, prayers for these things and getting back on track would be greatly appreciated. God Bless you all and have a blessed weekend🕊️🙏🏻🫂💗✝️

Hey folks, I unfortunately fell last night. I should’ve known the enemy was working behind the scenes to build my downfall and I should have acted more with integrity. But, I will not let that keep me down. I shall repent and rise again, continuing to pursue my goals and ambitions for this year. So we shall keep this going. God Bless you all🙏🏻🫂💗