Here's what I came up with for the intro ( I actually made the whole instrumental , I'm just figuring out the lyrics .

Here are some things that I achieved this year ( without really planning on achieving them ) 1- I transformed my voice from flat to textured and I learned how to support it and add colors ) 2- I learned how to draw without copying and sketching from a laptop 3- I prioritized my hobbies 4- I became so self-aware and I understood so much about spirituality 5- I've quit a spiritual system that I was in for as long as I remember 6- I digged into ROCK and Metal music ( it was the best part ) 7- I've written a lot of songs about different topics and different perspectives 8- I passed my second year of college 9- I became aware of my mental health and the way my mind is differently wired 10- I approached creativity as a way of life not as a hobbie anymore 11- I've learn to treat people with kindness and no judgment , and distance myself when needed . 12- I've learned how to sing on beat

I might want to sell my art but I’m not sure (like paintings, custom hats or shoes, crafts or even graphic design materials etc.) I wanna know if you’d guys like to see my art to see if is worth selling or not and maybe if I should go after this idea & jus to tell me what you think, if you guys are able, I’d really appreciate it:).

Hey everybody:), how are you guys? I do have a question but I’d also like to know how everyone is and if yall just wanna chat with me about it in the comments. My question is do you guys think dreams can become real or is it a waste of time? I wanted to ask you guys this because I wanna see if other people still “believe” like in dreams and hope and stuff like that. To be completely honest, I ask because I’m not in a good place (I’ll try not to trigger anyone but I have been getting bad thoughts and I think I’m depressed but idk fs😂tbh), and jus to be clear im not looking for any pity or anything cus ik we all struggle and ik im not alone (even when is hard to believe at times). Idk guys is jus tbh I jus lost hope In everything rn and I spiraled and I jus feel very stuck in my life rn and look I still have goals but😂idk if I should still try to go after them because like for this whole month I’ve felt like a huge weight of doubt (like physically I feel heavy on my chest and mentally) as well spiritually, I lost touch with God a lot and I feel bad but at the same time idk if he’s the one that jus doesn’t want me to succeed, I tried to do stuff about it but most of the time something goes wrong (either out of my control or cus of me) 😂Yea well I’m in a very tough spot and almost everyday I contemplate even living anymore but yk I’m still here to write this cus God keeps waking me up for some reason I’m not sure why… Anyways, If anybody read til the end I really appreciate it and sorry for rambling I jus kinda wanted to be honest and raw (to you guys & myself) and admit that there’s something wrong and be real for a moment. To conclude, I jus wanna remind you guys that I’m not asking for pity or attention or whatever😂I jus wanted to write all this cus I jus wanted some weight off my chest and also because I wanna talk to some quality people about this topic to see if dreams can still be possible despite the hardest of circumstances and I’m curious to know how yall are and what you think about this, either way i hope whoever read to the end has a good day/night and jus whenever you have free time, we can hang on the comments, seeyou guys:).

So me and this girl were friends for like maybe 5 months , and I was okay with her behavior and everything nothing too aggressive even though one time she judged my beliefs but I've let that slide . Then until last week , I was sitting with her in the school yard I'd say , and a classmate of ours was with us we were talking , and the girl completely changed a behavior in front of him which I've noticed before but I never knew it was the pick me behavior . I thought she was like that . Anyways , she was wearing a jacket , she took it off then she wore it again and she stood up then she sit right again . She literally disturbed me but I didn't say anything cuz it didn't trigger me that much , then in a moment she made really uncomfortable when I said hold on I wanna find an empty classroom so I can record some covers for Instagram , I went to search and she turned around telling him oh look she has the walk of Michael Jackson , she's literally jealous of my model-like walk I suppose . Then I returned and I said , there's no empty classrooms , she said oh here's the restroom go and record there .... That was nasty , but yeah . Then I said no I won't and the guy said you want spirits to possess her or what ? I said I don't believe in spirits she said oh I can smell a Jewish person here .... How can you say that ?? And she followed by : oh don't tell me that I'm dealing with atheists right now , wait do you believe in God ? I said yes for the sake of ending her conversation because she's way too religious and that's not my thing . She labeled me atheist just because I said I don't believe in spirits not God lol. Afterwards , she started to give me weird stares , then she was speaking in English and she messed up a sentence so I hurried up to correct her which I normally do and she doesn't take it to heart , she literally said oh stfu stared at me and continued what she was saying to that guy . I literally didn't talk much to her that afternoon and then I messaged her on telegram saying girl you violated a boundary of mine saying that she said I was joking can't you get it !!? I can't believe that you thought of me like that .