Hey guys:)..i have a question + Raw post
Hey everybody:), how are you guys? I do have a question but I’d also like to know how everyone is and if yall just wanna chat with me about it in the comments. My question is do you guys think dreams can become real or is it a waste of time? I wanted to ask you guys this because I wanna see if other people still “believe” like in dreams and hope and stuff like that. To be completely honest, I ask because I’m not in a good place (I’ll try not to trigger anyone but I have been getting bad thoughts and I think I’m depressed but idk fs😂tbh), and jus to be clear im not looking for any pity or anything cus ik we all struggle and ik im not alone (even when is hard to believe at times). Idk guys is jus tbh I jus lost hope In everything rn and I spiraled and I jus feel very stuck in my life rn and look I still have goals but😂idk if I should still try to go after them because like for this whole month I’ve felt like a huge weight of doubt (like physically I feel heavy on my chest and mentally) as well spiritually, I lost touch with God a lot and I feel bad but at the same time idk if he’s the one that jus doesn’t want me to succeed, I tried to do stuff about it but most of the time something goes wrong (either out of my control or cus of me) 😂Yea well I’m in a very tough spot and almost everyday I contemplate even living anymore but yk I’m still here to write this cus God keeps waking me up for some reason I’m not sure why… Anyways, If anybody read til the end I really appreciate it and sorry for rambling I jus kinda wanted to be honest and raw (to you guys & myself) and admit that there’s something wrong and be real for a moment. To conclude, I jus wanna remind you guys that I’m not asking for pity or attention or whatever😂I jus wanted to write all this cus I jus wanted some weight off my chest and also because I wanna talk to some quality people about this topic to see if dreams can still be possible despite the hardest of circumstances and I’m curious to know how yall are and what you think about this, either way i hope whoever read to the end has a good day/night and jus whenever you have free time, we can hang on the comments, seeyou guys:).