What up guys ! I hope you're doing good How's life treating y'all ? I had a very bad day yesterday , and I am glad that I could control my mind today because it was messing with me all day . I am also mentally active and reflecting about some traumas I've been burying down for so long . Musically I'm perfecting my craft , even though the circumstances are not letting me to And yeah How's everyone ?

Basically theres this girl that I developed a bit of a crush on without knowing who she was. So to prioritize my peace I kicked her out of my mind cause I needed to focus on myself. Recently I’ve been seeing her a bit more and I want to try and spark something, anything. Ive been trying to get more comfortable with small talk so ive been talking to more people, ive been observing things and commenting on them. But I just freeze or do my own thing when its her, either she has nothing to comment on or I am afraid of just trying, I feel like im overthinking things. I tell my mind that i dont want to make it obvious i want to know her but isnt that exactly what I want? I want to try something, some people ive asked have said to just shoot the shot cause Ive got nothing to lose, others have said to not force anything, and others have said to kinds force something but dont make anything obvious. At this point its more about me than a connection, but hey a connection would be nice.

Hey, fellow tribe members. How’s everyone doing? I learned a new word over the weekend. Metanoia. It means a change in one’s view of life due to a personal or spiritual awakening. When I came across this word for the first time, the timing of it couldn’t have been any more poetic. Metanoia is exactly the journey I’m on, and I’m glad that I’m staying grounded by being open to learning new things along the way. Happy Monday.

I got a question. Is it just me or does anyone else get tired of their relatives or friends voices? Hearing their voices over and over again, talking, laughing, yelling over and over. It gets so bad that like I go to another room and just listen to music trying to calm myself down because of how overwhelming it gets. Not only that but on top of all that my mood is like at the bottom, im either upset, annoyed or mad when it happens. And like it happens more often that I think, and now that I think about it its not just voices either just generally tired of them? I dont know how to put it but i jst wanted to ask if it happens to anyone else.

Power of now, I just go a new audio book I’m gonna listen to this week while I’m at work called “the power of now” when I got hypnotized this is the book that the guy told me to get