Life update (I’m unsure what to do)
Hey guys I hope your all doing well ik many of you probably don’t care about this update but😂if your reading either way, Thankyou i appreciate it:). I just mainly wanna get some stuff off my chest about everything that’s happening. So,im abouta graduate and today i had a rehearsal for it it wasnt to bad i did mess up a couple Times but it went way smoother then our first rehearsal. But overall, im just kinda nervous,excited, lost etc. I just don’t know what to feel but at the same time I feel alot about graduation coming up and then going to college and then thinking about my future career. I’m going to major in Radiography but I’m not the most smartest person ever but I still want to educate myself more into this field. I also want to get involved more Cus in highschool most of the time I wasn’t able to due to my personal situation. Rn I don’t have any friends and I’m not that chill with my family either (expect jus to keep the peace) I have a boyfriend though but sometimes I feel like he doesn’t wanna be with me and I’m jus in a position where I feel like I did do much yet did nothing at the same time. I jus wanna know if I should keep going in life or not or jus like leave everything behind and go somewhere new when I’m able to idk im jus unsure what to do I jus had to let it out and be real with myself. If any of you have graduated or are about to I would like some advice just about anything cus I jus feel so lost I would appreciate it, if you guys want to vent out anything then go ahead I’d love to chat with you all cus I like the positive environment we’ve all made together. I hope you guys are having a great day/night.❤️