Today I decided to change... · Synthesizer School

Apr '23 (edited) in Other

Today I decided to change...

I was watching Andrew's lesson on productizing yourself, and it make me think about why am I not where I planned to be by now in terms of being a creator and online consulting. And why am I not getting things done that I needed.

This also came about because I was invited to join a mastermind this week, that I DESPERATELY want to join, but I simply don't have the affordability.

And the frustration is, I know this is what I need as my next evolution.

Then while out for a walk I was pondering this thought and its solutions intensely. Allowing nothing else to be considered. It felt quite surreal, my surroundings seemed almost frozen in time.

Then it dawned on me,

@Andrew Kirby

is where he is because he is controlling his emotions. His most popular video is literally the one where he explains this. He made a Mental Momentum Course too.

This brings me to a quote form Annie Dillard:

“How we spend our days is, of course, how we spend our lives. What we do with this hour, and that one, is what we are doing. A schedule defends from chaos and whim. It is a net for catching days. It is a scaffolding on which a worker can stand and labor with both hands at sections of time. A schedule is a mock-up of reason and order—willed, faked, and so brought into being; it is a peace and a haven set into the wreck of time; it is a lifeboat on which you find yourself, decades later, still living.”

So what am I changing?

Today I decided to control my emotions. To control them so I DO what is required to achieve my goals. No more dopamine binges when I am "down" or "bored", instead I will just take action and build my dreams, so I can get the tasks done that will bring these dreams into reality.

At the end of the day, it is I who changes, not the exterior world.

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