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This feels like a place to discuss dreams. A few weeks ago I had a dream that was pretty memorable. In the dream I woke up in a bedroom that was super decked out. Gorgeous. I went to the mirror and I looked much different. Long Hollywood hair, like a panteen pro v commercial. I had a closet full of beautiful clothes, jewelry...I'm not exactly the glitz and glam girly girl type so this was all very out of character. I was like, "uhh...ok?" I walked out of the bedroom and the house was amazingly beautiful and dreamy. It was a lighthouse that had been remodeled into this elaborate home. I noticed the walls of the tower were carpeted and these creatures were flying around and clinging to the walls. I realized they were my cats, but with wings. I go down to the main floor and everything is just stunning. I walked through the house and looked in the laundry room. In the washer were clothes spinning in the soapy water... And there was a live snake in the washing machine with them? At that point I became lucid in the dream. I see my family in the family room. My daughter is layed on the couch playing on her Switch, grumpy. My husband is rushing around packing up boxes and stressed out trying to make it to the post office in time. It was...just like normal life. In that moment I noticed out the window a whole separate cottage that I knew belonged to my daughter and was an art studio. I suddenly also just knew that my husband had cars, fancy clothes, a collection of shoes, and a basketball court somewhere on the property. We had everything any of us had ever wanted. My 2 German shepherds were running around outside in a beautiful field and there was a doggy mansion and swimming pool out back. I had this sudden understanding that money didn't exist in this world and all we had I had manifested like magic, so my daughter's discontention and my husband's stress didn't make sense. I began to tell them both that I wasn't from their world, that this was a parallel reality or a dream and in my world everything was crazy and conspiracy theories were real and Alex Jones style doom and chaos was going on 😂 They both looked at me like I was insane and were like, "um, that sucks?" Then out of nowhere a hurricane started and the sky went black and the house started shaking and I woke up.

I know I shouldn't share something so personal like this, but I think I do want to express myself finally. It's a lot to handle alone while I have so many goals. 😔 I don't wanna play victim or weak because I'm strong, but this thing breaks me each time. It's related toy family. One of the video of rey where he was talking about manifesting love partner or something, in that video he was talking about how our environment effect our reality, like if your parents are loving then you experience love and if not then it's get difficult (I'm sorry my words are not clear 🙆🏽‍♀️🙇🏽‍♀️ So basically this thing is same in my family, my father, very strict, dominant, discriminate women and follow society lke they pay for his bills And my mother is shadow of my father, she is kind but cruel at the same time 😥 I'm a student nd I'm a daughter their behaviour towards my brother is way different then towards me. Everyone order's me around to do stuff, they basically force me to do everything, I'm not lying, legit everything by their slang "once you'll get married you'll have to do all these" I can even refuse otherwise they manipulate me My brother is way Older then me, his marriage is next year while I'm a student and yet my father is saying he'll decide my brothers marriage and then the very next year they'll decide mine too?? First a fall I'm already facing discrimination, manipulation, inequality, toxicity, patriarchal, and all the bad things in my house. Yet I do follow my spiritual path with strong conviction with believe that I have to become a teacher, I want to get a good job, I want to move out, i want to find my love on my own and will marry someday happily. But my family perspective towards this is different, they are ruining my mental health 🥹🥺 constant discrimination and expectations, constant marriage talk and all of these society wrong standards. It's all ruining my peace. I try to avoid their talk, I do help around and avoid overthinking, but it's not helping 🥺 i always get sad and effected when they talk about marriages and planning. I don't want to hate them, but I do.