My Mom is deeply religious, she had immense faith in God which I never understood but always want to experience it. So, here I'm Fascinated by the God and finding Him, discovering myself and how this journey will transform me

In the exploration of trauma and inner healing, there are approaches that stand out because of their simplicity and directness. One such perspective is the work of Gopal, who describes trauma not as a complex web of endless individual stories, but as something that can be reduced to two fundamental relational patterns. These are referred to as the autonomy structure and the fusion structure. The autonomy structure expresses itself as a movement toward distance, independence, and self-protection. It is characterized by the need to withdraw, to maintain space, and to avoid being overwhelmed by closeness. The fusion structure, on the other hand, moves toward connection, closeness, and emotional merging. It is marked by the desire for contact, reassurance, and the fear of separation. What is striking about this view is how clearly these two movements can be observed in everyday life. Human interaction, emotional reactions, and even subtle inner impulses often seem to oscillate between these two poles — either moving toward the other or moving away. In this sense, the model offers a very practical lens through which internal dynamics can be recognized without getting lost in excessive interpretation. At the same time, when looking at this more deeply, a question naturally arises. If these two patterns describe how trauma expresses itself, what is the underlying ground from which these movements emerge? What is it that gives rise to this constant oscillation between closeness and distance? From a more spiritual perspective, it can be considered that these patterns do not represent the root cause, but rather the structure of a system that has already lost its original orientation. In this view, trauma is not only a result of external events or psychological imprinting, but also connected to a more fundamental inner condition — a state of separation. This separation is not necessarily meant in a purely interpersonal sense, but in a deeper, existential way. It can be understood as a disconnection from the source of being, from what could be called the Divine, or God. When this connection is not consciously lived or experienced, the human system seems to compensate by organizing reality through the mechanisms of the mind.

Perhaps I am being sensitive, but has anyone noticed another energy shift? Personally I have had to do a lot more positive self talk than usual. I've been more task related busy than usual as well. Maybe it's time to pause and reconnect with the earth, put my toes in the water and butt on the sand, or put my sails up and catch the next energy wave and float with it, for a while. Anyone else feeling these fluctuations? Either way, happy wonderful Wednesday to my Spirit Rebel family! 🥳

So happy to be here to connect to my people 🙂💞. Loved the introduction video by Ray, love your sense of humor 😀. The video remind me about Osho who was totally rebellious mystic. I have a very strong other life connection to him. My life was a challenging journey. I grew up in a very strict, conventional family in former Soviet Union. Life and people didn’t make any sense to me, I felt old even I was young, I couldn’t wait until it’s over. One day my coworker gave me a Seth book. It was totally unexpected, but I was ready. Even I didn’t know anything about spirituality, those books made total sense to me, I just knew it was true. I never looked back, went through many teachings, mostly channelers. Professionally I was an engineer and then a computer programmer. I left my corporate job at the beginning of Covid. I became a movement teacher and a life couch. I don’t really follow anybody anymore, my intentions is to find my answer inside, follow my inner guidance, embody the teachings. I am longing for genuine connection and community. Looking forward to find it here 💞

Is there a moon? Or is it just a mirage?