After 2 years of fighting myself I finally did the the one thing that has been causing me a ton of restless discontent - I posted! It's weird how in this simple act I feel peace at finally eating the frog. Lots more to do from here but - let's gooooo! If you would be willing to provide feedback on the video, that would be amazing - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b6ew5VrvOVw