Masks · ADHD Harmony™

Masks

I realize I didn't interact much in this group during the 5 day challenge, most likely because one of the masks I currently like to function under is invisibility. I don't like to draw attention to myself. I avoid situations I am uncomfortable in and people I am uncomfortable with. I developed this mask soon after going to kindergarten where I was bullied from the moment I stepped on the school bus, as my Mother had cut my long beautiful red hair awkwardly short. I was relentlessly teased and picked on for something I had no control over. Then to top it off, the school figured out I couldn't see well, and I was prescribed glasses, at which time, I became even a worse target for bullying. I was the odd girl out all through school, labeled as the class loner in high school. I still try to not stand out, as to not be judged, ridiculed or given unwanted attention. My light has significantly dimmed trying to hide from being seen. I am looking forward to dancing in the light again!! I am hopeful that innocent little happy child will find her way out to play as I continue into the 6 week blueprint course.

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