Ive learned so much the past 3 days. Day 2 was so overwhelming and to gind out about a death in the family on top. I had to stop the questions and im proud to say later in evening I came back to complete it. But when it came to reading report. Omg.. it took an hour atleast to read it. I could not see it through all the tears. It felt like I was reading a sad story about someone else and was horrified that this little child had held all the pain in for 60 years and could not understand how she did it. After all the tears then realizing the was me I was reading about it made me aware of my strength I had and what I had concord and over came. Im her and im the winner. It gave me a new way to look at things. I was innocent and was programmed. Now im taking that manual that was buried inside me out and im going to burn those page all the negativity all the hurt and pain. I know it cant be done in a day but everyday will be a new brighter day. So if I stub my toe in thr morning my day will not be ruined because I have nine more toes that will help carry me through thr day. And tm ill start over again. Im so happy im here but I dont want to cry anymore, im running out of tissue. Lol. Thank you everyone who has sent messages. Everyone here is so helpful and encouraging
Only complaint I have Jim and im sure most will agree....wish I knew you years ago . Really Jim you are amazing ive never met anyone like you or like anyone thats here. Stay strong. We sre all winners here !!! Sorry this is long. Once I get going I dont know when to stop sometimes. Happens when you live alone and have no one to talk to for so long. ❤️💛❤️