I have a very important question to ask. I missed today's video due to overwhelm things going on at home. First with my cousin dying 2 days ago but today way the real thing i had deal with amd this we the news that the treatments are not working for my sister's brain cancer and she is over half way through them already they are stopping everything. They isnt more we can do except be there for her and she can go anytime now. So needless to say I want so bad to finish amd yet I want to be with her. How long will today's video up for. I really am that I will be able to watch it tonight before I go to sleep. But there's is guarantees as this very draining. I know tm is the last day I just to know the timeline that is available for me to complete so I can do it. This is very important to me as well as my sister is important to me but this is the rest of my life and I need this for me. Please can someone let e know so I can try to put alittle time aside so I can complete ths and also not miss out on the time that I have with my sister. Thank you very much 💛💛💛❤️❤️❤️

Ive learned so much the past 3 days. Day 2 was so overwhelming and to gind out about a death in the family on top. I had to stop the questions and im proud to say later in evening I came back to complete it. But when it came to reading report. Omg.. it took an hour atleast to read it. I could not see it through all the tears. It felt like I was reading a sad story about someone else and was horrified that this little child had held all the pain in for 60 years and could not understand how she did it. After all the tears then realizing the was me I was reading about it made me aware of my strength I had and what I had concord and over came. Im her and im the winner. It gave me a new way to look at things. I was innocent and was programmed. Now im taking that manual that was buried inside me out and im going to burn those page all the negativity all the hurt and pain. I know it cant be done in a day but everyday will be a new brighter day. So if I stub my toe in thr morning my day will not be ruined because I have nine more toes that will help carry me through thr day. And tm ill start over again. Im so happy im here but I dont want to cry anymore, im running out of tissue. Lol. Thank you everyone who has sent messages. Everyone here is so helpful and encouraging Only complaint I have Jim and im sure most will agree....wish I knew you years ago . Really Jim you are amazing ive never met anyone like you or like anyone thats here. Stay strong. We sre all winners here !!! Sorry this is long. Once I get going I dont know when to stop sometimes. Happens when you live alone and have no one to talk to for so long. ❤️💛❤️

Day 1 Done. Tears in my eyes, thats deep!!!

I must be loosing it, because I cant seem to find where to find, where I go to have a conversation with the twin . As I follow the steps and finish them it doesnt take me back to the page to continue with the videos for the next video. Im probably not making sense. Im on a phone, no computer, im not technically inclined so I get frustrated very easily on here. But there's where I am right now. Ill have to come back later to do this cause I have doctors appoint. Maybe when I check back someone could explain my next steps to me in English. Im 62 years old and im old school and like pen and paper,stamps and envelopes... Lol not these devices sorry just a tad bit frustrated right now. Thanks

Yea!! I did it all of it !! Now i all I have to do is wait til aug 31. I know ive asked questions and im sure im not the only one. But after asking it seemed like the answers were right in front of me and I read them but they just didnt get to my brain yet. Answers were still floating around in my head when asking then, the day moment hits...seems like that alot to me, sometimes I got away with blaming that on getting old but I now the truth...lol Looking forward to the 31st Remind is set...