Just completed all 5 sections of the Awakening Assessment, and I finally see why I hit the wall last October trying to teach shamanic work to neurotypicals. My gift isn't convincing skeptics. It's untangling, encouraging, and telling the unsugarcoated truth to people already reaching for it. That changes everything about what comes next. My body relaxed reading the assessment.
Then came the summary with the same conclusion but worded ever so slightly and Wow that floored me: I took shamanic training in 2012 to learn how to talk to neurotypicals. I've spent 13 years using my deepest medicine as a translation device. The manual sitting in my lounge isn't a writing problem - it's my body refusing to become the administrative assistant who nearly killed me. The birds know my voice. The dogs know my voice. The verdict that I "can't carry a tune" is the lie holding the whole architecture of silence in place.
To realise how I took my deepest medicine and suffocated it just to fit in and my saviour was my Body refusing to play anymore is a Massive dot connecting. I am so grateful the wall came and then this 5-Day Challenge brought the insights that is bringing the healing of my body, mind, and Soul. Phenomenal