This is all so very out of my comfort zone. I don't usually like to post anything anywhere. I like to stay under the radar but here I am submitting more comments in one place on one day than I usually do in a few months! Anyway, my loop is an item to return. I can't yet think of my biggest insight because my brain is a bit frazzled. I'm rather emotional from the questions so I think my feelings are split between grief and a flicker of hope.