Just started the ADHD Awakening Assessment and already realized something I've been missing for years: my brain isn't refusing structure because I'm lazy, it's refusing it because my nervous system is still in survival mode. Every productivity system I tried was built for a regulated brain, not the one I'm actually working with.
Biggest insight: I am trying to fit into a system that is designed for neurotypical people
My open loop is: I have to sell 2 baby carriers that are sitting in a drawer for years now
One word for how I feel right now: exhausted