Used to be very active here months before, I remember being very open and loving and all-silly here. Many amazing humans experienced that joy along with me. Slowly , as it has always happened with me, i started to drift away from modern spirituality too( I have been an atheist from the age of 12 and have changed my beliefs many times since), suddenly i stopped believing in aura, light energy within me etc. But when I remember them, I remember those intense energetic moments, that feeling of being so light , full of joy . Even if there's nothing supernatural about them, even if they're just chemicals flooding within me, still it's very rare and beautiful. That's what I can say after staying aloof from those beliefs and practises for ages now. I don't know why I suddenly popped up and wrote this, but I remember this group being the space where peoples shared their inner true core however they wanted to, will be checking new posts too after a long time 😄

Hello everyone, What helped you make today beautiful? Please lets inspire oné another! Fór me it is morning cold shower. And after work meditate alongside a river.

Back in my religious days,i slowly realised that everything I'm doing and saying derive from my beliefs, and that bothered me a lot because there's variety of beliefs, and slowly i studied more and got out of "religion"(heaven - hell, orders of God, food dress habits). Then started exploring the spiritual field, slowly built another web, this time of things like energy over me; angels around me; karma ; violet energy field around me; timelines; splitting of earth....and i didn't find much different between these beliefs and religion, the only difference are the sources from which I believe. But the fundamental thing remains the same, I'm not "knowing", I'm believing(by logics and reasons of Mind)...and in this new age spiritual field, everyone has something different to say about one particular thing :) Have anyone been in this space ? How have you navigated , for me it felt like second stage of existencial crisis and a deep desire for "experiences", but slowly I've been comfortable living without some "higher/special" purpose and waiting for "my truth" to unfold when the time comes .

So after i successfully academically wasted 2.5 years, gained a lot spiritually tho, I think today I have a fair idea on why this happened. First,it shattered my beliefs that my marks are why i was worth it, because my scores completely got thrashed these years, likes of which I've never seen before....my ego completely defeated , but still I was not exterminated as I had imagined lol...so my that mindset was broken. Still I didn't give up hope and sticked to thinking that a particular exam/college is everything for me , in the previous attempts of that exam, it didn't yeild a very good result, but as i kept on surrundering , things got better . Recently something happened, which personally guided me that worrying won't yeild anything, I'm running behind this blind persuit of success, but real success is in love and peace(which I thought, is a sign of weakness and an excuse of loosers)... but it was from a very close person,the messages were same as i listened in channeled messages of podcast, and did the same....i finally agreed that , other colleges are OK, and i really DONT need a particular college in this whole world . And guess what, I have my exams on 4/4, and I have 0 stress or pressure and am learning and doing better than I've ever before....I have an analogy for it, einstein couldn't bring those equations into world of he worries about his marks ... Maybe we should take a break from this blind persuit of things, and actually focus on love and peace, and keeping that as primary focus, if we do something else, the productivity would skyrocket and we will enjoy the process, ofc you'll miss the daydreaming and worries about your goals 😉

Last year my house burned down in a total loss fire. I watched everything turn to smoke and ash. In one nightmare of a night I was left barefoot in pajamas on the sidewalk in February. Talk about a lesson in detachment!! There wasn’t a choice. Oh wait, but there was a choice within me to surrender. This last year has been a wild, traumatic, grief stricken, blessed beyond belief insane hell of a year! My home was rebuilt and we moved back in just shy of a year to the day. Now I’m living in a larger gratitude than ever while also loosening my grip on everything with the wisdom that none of it is mine to keep and I am so mega lucky just to get my turn. And while I’ve got my turn, I will take care of everything with so much love. I know it’s ok to not be ready to let go and some things take more processing to release. But it is the temporary status that also makes everything more beautiful in the moment. This has all shaped me to become more present to the moment. So my old (and temporary story) was single mom of two, homeless from house fire… omg who’s writing this script?! 🤣 New story… I am a woman who is so much stronger, funnier and more resilient than I knew possible. What’s your old/new story?