Falling behind milestones? Take this break

So after i successfully academically wasted 2.5 years, gained a lot spiritually tho, I think today I have a fair idea on why this happened.

First,it shattered my beliefs that my marks are why i was worth it, because my scores completely got thrashed these years, likes of which I've never seen before....my ego completely defeated , but still I was not exterminated as I had imagined lol...so my that mindset was broken.

Still I didn't give up hope and sticked to thinking that a particular exam/college is everything for me , in the previous attempts of that exam, it didn't yeild a very good result, but as i kept on surrundering , things got better .

Recently something happened, which personally guided me that worrying won't yeild anything, I'm running behind this blind persuit of success, but real success is in love and peace(which I thought, is a sign of weakness and an excuse of loosers)...

but it was from a very close person,the messages were same as i listened in channeled messages of podcast, and did the same....i finally agreed that , other colleges are OK, and i really DONT need a particular college in this whole world .

And guess what, I have my exams on 4/4, and I have 0 stress or pressure and am learning and doing better than I've ever before....I have an analogy for it, einstein couldn't bring those equations into world of he worries about his marks ...

Maybe we should take a break from this blind persuit of things, and actually focus on love and peace, and keeping that as primary focus, if we do something else, the productivity would skyrocket and we will enjoy the process, ofc you'll miss the daydreaming and worries about your goals 😉

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