Back in my religious days,i slowly realised that everything I'm doing and saying derive from my beliefs, and that bothered me a lot because there's variety of beliefs, and slowly i studied more and got out of "religion"(heaven - hell, orders of God, food dress habits).
Then started exploring the spiritual field, slowly built another web, this time of things like energy over me; angels around me; karma ; violet energy field around me; timelines; splitting of earth....and i didn't find much different between these beliefs and religion, the only difference are the sources from which I believe.
But the fundamental thing remains the same, I'm not "knowing", I'm believing(by logics and reasons of Mind)...and in this new age spiritual field, everyone has something different to say about one particular thing :)
Have anyone been in this space ? How have you navigated , for me it felt like second stage of existencial crisis and a deep desire for "experiences", but slowly I've been comfortable living without some "higher/special" purpose and waiting for "my truth" to unfold when the time comes .