Hey Son... I know it feels like hell, I know you feel like everyone around you is different, everything sucks, when you are 100% sure something is going in the right direction, life instantly reminds you of how hard this is. but I want you to know that this is normal, this is what changing feels like, this is what becoming great feels like this is how you become exceptional being exceptional means that you are different from everybody else, this is why it is so hard because everyone has an easy life, comfortable, constantly distracted, avoiding pain this means that if you want to be different, and exceptional, you have to do the opposite you need to have a hard life, be uncomfortable, and be constantly aware of everything, even the most painful things, and most importantly embrace them because they are the things that make you different. and that's okay, nothing is wrong with you, you are just changing you are following a different path and that's what it feels like... Dad -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Ps: i don't have a son, this is a note to self, and to my future childrens Pss: i know this post is strange but i hope someone needs it!