Connecting to my Creative Side
Last night I had my first improv performance, and I am so proud of what unfolded both on stage and within myself. Since a single drama class in 6th grade, creativity has always called to me. My family couldn’t afford more classes, so I convinced myself it wasn’t my path. Yet improv always lit something inside me, something I can only describe as divine. Earlier this year, after a difficult breakdown, my soul nudged me to finally try improv as a way to face fear and find my voice again. I signed up for an 8 week class, and each week became a reminder that fear is an illusion. The hour long drive was worth every moment because it gave me purpose and joy. When the class ended, hesitation returned, but time cleared it. I signed up again, and this second class opened me even more. I felt myself becoming grounded, creative, and connected in ways I had been missing. As the performance approached, old embarrassment and nervousness surfaced, but I reminded myself I am not my past self. I chose not to carry those feelings onto the stage. The day of the show, I prepared intentionally, grounding myself, choosing foods that nourish me, even bringing dates with mixed nuts as a little energy boost for the cast (which felt perfectly aligned since our show was literally called “Mixed Nuts”) I’d offer asking “Would you like a date with mixed nuts.” 🤭 The show was magic. I played in three out of the four scenes, one of which I stepped into at the last minute when someone didn’t show. I said yes immediately because it felt like exactly where I was meant to be. The games brought huge laughter, and in one of them, when I began a Native American ritual dance, I felt a deep connection to my ancestors that moved through the entire cast. Last night showed me that when we stay open, grounded, and willing, creativity becomes a spiritual experience. Improv has helped me rediscover joy, intuition, and presence in a way that feels sacred. Have any of you taken a leap into a creative space, improv or otherwise, only to discover something unexpected within yourself? I would love to hear about it.