This place kinda just sucks because the truth is far more complex and nuanced and it doesn’t just blanket statement work for everyone, it comes down to the individual and the circumstances. It was abundantly clear when I began here the things that were missing but I gave a shot anyway. When you’re being abused or have severe physical issues bur it’s obstructed by family members thsts not a “just be” moment. Sometimes life is more complex and requires solutions. I think you’re doing a lot more damage to those who are aware of this and understand like myself because it’s like spiting in their faces. The only way this would not be understood and agreed with is to misinterpret the completely valid context of what I’m saying. I have proven to myself I was correct once again about the totality of understating here. It shouldn’t even be hard to understand. Some people are prisoners in this world and you guys got lucky enough to just be, while simultaneously be-ing naive and disrespectful, cruel to those who don’t have it as nicely. And I can see eveey response ahead of time… arguing w the reality … it’s just not so. I would love it if I could get these people who judge to walk in my shoes for a moment and understand there is no avenue to healing when you have liars controlling your life and abusing you in the ways they still can. Exploiting your physical pain and limitations and so on, down to your urethra and impossibly painful things compounding pn each other. It’s easy to just be without such pain or watching people get away with murder, but I don’t have that luxury. I’m a pure testament and proud of who I am, regardless of all of society not understanding and denying me and the truth. Goodbye.

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