I'm currently focusing on owning my thoughts, feelings, and actions and not taking on anyone elses. Since I've been reactive to peoples emotions, actions and energy, I've been trying to calm my nervous system down a bit. I have been so dissatisfied and judgemental of how others behave or what they say. I've been the same with myself as well. I realized...if others acted in ways i didn't prefer around me for the rest of my life, and i was simply surrounded by it forever, what would have to give? Would I be dissatisfied my entire life? Would I give others or my own thoughts permission to control me in this way? No. Eventually I would come to the conclusion that I can no longer let it impact me to the point that I cannot find peace or joy or empowerment. So what is the point of waiting any longer? Why should I need it to stop before I be and feel these things? If anyone has any insight or tips or you'd just like to talk about your own personal experience, please feel free to do so! I'd appreciate it very much.

Hi, I am finally following instruction step by step. Well, here I am. Vanya, The Vaneyzing and the Wonderful! Now, what to say? Take notes. I am living in Bulgaria by location, and possibly in Paris by heart, or maybe ... The Planet of Naboo if I have to be realistic. I have no kids, as I have no husband, I am not in a specific search here, my heart is taken. My daughter to come is called Ivayne, after a falling star for the movie Stardust. You can flirt with her, but I promise she will not be silly. Ok, about me. I am creative, yeah? Wich means I like to write stories, illustrate, educate ... But I am a bit on the healing part of the spectrum. I am into reiki, inner child, crystals, chacras, somatic healing, coaching, name it, I have studied it and practiced it. And I still need to learn. I believe in God, Theologist by education. Ask me anything, I have about 6 years in Bible schools, and maybe 10 years listening to sermons. I need to say, the Bible is a book ALL ABOUT effort. But I am overdenominational and much bussines oriented. I like Philosophy and I am about to cut my call center "career" - selling health product (don't hate me now!) and go outside on the street where I will really find my bliss selling pink and white toys and small suveneers, balloons ... Just some joy for kids and tender adults.. I will be making angels with my own precious hands. :) Oh, I am a tarot and Oracle Reader and something scary about me, I always know it all if I really try. And ... I like discussions, I like Asian culture, and forever to be an MJ fan! Now, You got me tired. I am a sensitive and an empath after all :D (NOW You know all of my secrets ... Oh, yeah, I am a wiz and I believe I have been incarnated as a fairy at least 3 times. And I have lived in Mintaka where the original healers have lived. Try me, maybe I can heal You from distance ... If You make me :P) Possibly I am being a hypster, if not a snob. I will need to decide on that. :D