I have decided to come up with a healthy idea and image for the Idea of money. Well, took me some time, but here it is. A Godmother. I have some images. Tell me, what comes to your mind if You need to feel safe and regulate your nervious system on that topic? There are people I have heard of thinking they need to percieve money as a guy and sleep with him, so they put some cash under their pillow and sleep naked. But ... Haha, not so safe for me. Check out mine, then make some images and share. Has to be yours and You have to love it. (Don't pray to images, but maybe name Your avatar. Godmother Penny. :) Dinera? Goldy ...

I just composed a song, or two. Make Yours and share here. :D

Question for my friends here! What is your favorite movie, or documentary?? It’s Ok to have several favorites….because I do! I’ll go first…. 1. Interstellar 2. Excalibur (1981) 3. The Matrix….all of them 4. Spring, Summer, Fall, Winter and Spring 5. Kingdom of Heaven 6. Twilight Samurai 7. What the Bleep do We Know 8. So many more….but these are likely my top! Not necessarily in that order!💕

How can you co-exist with the realization of your ego and a higher spiritual plane without feeling like you are submitting to illusion? What I mean by this is the idea that ego is just a culmination of ever changing patterns and beliefs that are often skewed by bias and pride/false pride so on and so fourth… The higher spiritual plane helps to relieve me of the “human” experience… relief from suffering. I am not the body or the mind and I don’t have opinions…. sort of thing. My idea was that maybe I could just consciously know I am participating in a egoic or subjective frame as a choice to be able to function and be within the task identity related until the activity is over, then go back to beingness (higher plane). It’s feels very uncomfortable for me to imagine myself try to find some balance and like consent or be cool with being in an “idea” much of the time. I wonder if anyone has identified a peaceful but practical method to be hyper aware and also not totally disconnected from the human, value position. This all feels like inception but I just try to express myself the best I can, I hope this make sense.

I had this dream last night, going for a long walk that was surprisingly short. I think it means that me leaving my marriage of 23 years will go surspisingly smooth. I need peace and my husband is always angry. Need to hear from anyone whos been through divorce...