Started reading the bible on my own in 2015 finished it, and got a lot of different meaning out of it then what I was taught in Sunday school. Been diving deep into old-school spiritual teachings, mindfulness, manifestation, chakras, and energy stuff. I know there will always be more to learn. To help my self learn I have been putting spiritual lessons and any personal spiritual breakthroughs in to song. This song thing is new to me. I was just following my intuition and highest excitement when I started this. Now I have created some really amazing music and want to share it with the world. I believe this music is healing me and in return will heal the world. If any one has any advice +or- please send it my way. I plan on moving my music over to YouTube but not sure how soon. https://suno.com/@drockyburch247

How can you co-exist with the realization of your ego and a higher spiritual plane without feeling like you are submitting to illusion? What I mean by this is the idea that ego is just a culmination of ever changing patterns and beliefs that are often skewed by bias and pride/false pride so on and so fourth… The higher spiritual plane helps to relieve me of the “human” experience… relief from suffering. I am not the body or the mind and I don’t have opinions…. sort of thing. My idea was that maybe I could just consciously know I am participating in a egoic or subjective frame as a choice to be able to function and be within the task identity related until the activity is over, then go back to beingness (higher plane). It’s feels very uncomfortable for me to imagine myself try to find some balance and like consent or be cool with being in an “idea” much of the time. I wonder if anyone has identified a peaceful but practical method to be hyper aware and also not totally disconnected from the human, value position. This all feels like inception but I just try to express myself the best I can, I hope this make sense.