I realised something today and this is a lesson that I will take with me for the rest of my life, I should really stop worrying about things, this year I was worrying everyday about how I would pay to go to college and if I was going to be able to afford to go, worrying if I picked the right major or if I should take a gap year, and because of that I ended up not doing the best that I could do, fast forward 6 months and my mom managed to raise almost more than half the money for me and my brother to go to college without the need to take out a student loan , and I've been accepted by at least 3 colleges, I chose community college though because hey it would be more affordable and I could transfer to a four year later, lesson is we should stop worrying and just start having faith