Gratitude · Nova Nidra Community

Gratitude

Oh you guys..my heart is so grateful. I was lying here feeling so alone and lost and then I remembered to check Ayla’s Skool. I am so used to no support I was actually scared to check. I had a challenging but amazing day at my new school. I cried in public, then ran to the ladies and began to plot how to escape and never go back. I felt like a caged animal ready to gnaw my own appendage off rather than go back into that class. But then I heard this little voice outside the bathroom stall. It was the little girl I had helped yesterday by letting her tell me about her miscarriage. She had seen me spiral and followed me. So I came out and got a hug, then the teacher came in made me feel empowered NOT ASHAMED. I showed fragility and nobody kicked me to the curb for the curb for it. Unheard of in my life. Unheard of…so I went back to class and it was ok. And now you all…😢😢😢😢

Thank you so much. I have always been there for others, but this time people were there for me. God bless all of you💚💚💚💚💚

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