List of things that might be related to sexual shame

Hello, Brojo Community. As a part of the Shameless course i wanted to share my personal list around the things that might be related to my sexual shame:

The lack of experience in romantic field. I'm ashamed of that
Feeling an anxiety around women, especially the ones that I'm attracted to. I feel like there's shame towards women, because of the automatic suppression of attraction or desire.
Masturbation and watching porn rarely. So, yeah, these things just a coping mechanism of sexual shame and getting rid of this heavy emotion for me
Social anxiety. My attraction towards women are sexualy shameful by default.
Fantasies and desires. After one coffee with a girl i started to fantasise about our next date. Although i knew that she wasn't interested in us like i was, so i tried to lie to myself imagining fantasies in my head about our next date. And in the end she rejected me, cause obviously she wasn't interested in me and told me about that actually that same night. I just didn't want to hear that.
I envy people who are in relationships or have a partner.
Trying to keep it pleasent and safe among unfamiliar women.
I'm ashamed of flirting. Right now I won't do that until i feel really familiar and safe with a person.
I'm ashamed of my poor sexual experience
And because of lack of experience and lack of serious relationships i feel that im less of a man