apologies brothers- · Brotherhood Of Scent

apologies brothers-

hello my brothers! apologies for not being super active or saying much lately. i know i haven’t been posting or saying much on other posts. it’s been a rough few weeks for me, and i’m trying to recover.

a bit of a life update, i got insanely sick and could barely leave bed for 3 days. i couldn’t sleep, had to force myself to eat and drink, and got REALLY delirious too. i fell down the stairs twice and according to my mom i was rambling about wanting to drink a bottle of Davidoff Cool Water 😬

on top of that, when i was in recovery process, my friend started to have a really hard time. he’s one of my best friends, and he lives on the opposite side of the world from me, so i can’t do as much for him as i want to. either way, i tried and helped him through it as much as possible.

for 3 terrifying days, i was convinced it wasn’t enough, and id lost him too. looking back at it now, i realized i was tremendously overthinking it, but being extremely dehydrated, tired, barely being able to eat, and recovering from nasty sickness, not to mention already grieving, it’s not a good combination lol.

but hey, what a blessing it is to have people in your life worth eating your nails off for.

needless to say, after a long time of silence, i was EXTREMELY relieved to learn that he’s okay, healing nicely, and we’re back to talking as much as we can now. i’m so grateful he’s okay, because honestly, he means so much to me. he’s my friend, my loved one, a true brother to me. i’d do anything for him.

either way, i’m very very very tired. still recovering from being sick, but im able to start eating again, and minus getting into coughing fits that make me almost throw up every time… im healing nicely,

Christmas had its ups and downs. i really tried to enjoy myself as much as possible, remembering my blessings, but Christmas is always a bittersweet day for me. i got some super awesome gifts like a perfuming kit and a lego set i’ve wanted for soooo long, so that’s awesome! and my family loves the gifts i got for them too.

either way, im keeping my head up as much as possible. it could always be worse, is a mantra i tell myself every time i struggle. i keep working at it, and plan on making an excellent recovery. i lost so much weight from sickness and stress, and im back to struggling to eat just 3 meals a day from lost appetite, but it’s a process! what a blessing it is to be able to EAT 3 meals!

anyways though, id love to hear from all of you. how was your guys’ holidays? what’s been new with you guys??

also… expect to see some reviews from my cool fancy samples!

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