This might be too much but if I’m here but not here I’m okay.
Right now I’m trying to regain myself and put myself first then family, friends and so on.
I’m a biological mom of 3 but a mom to many. My biological family needs me to focus on them.
3 years ago our youngest son who is 31 ended up in a messy ,expensive divorce , there was a paternity test to make sure that our granddaughter was actually his daughter. Our ex daughter-in-law and her family definitely took advantage of our family and our kindness and status in life. Unfortunately, it took a toll on our sons mental health and she is still manipulating him . She’s flaunting a new boyfriend in front of him and his daughter is now calling the new boyfriend dad. Unfortunately now he’s totally confused and I think he needs more help than what we have been giving him.. Hopefully he will go back to seeing his psychiatrist and psychologist.
This weekend has taken a lot out on me mentally emotionally and physically so if I stepped back for a little bit and it’s just I’m trying to find myself.
I’ve already texted my compassion counselor. I will be meeting up with her so I can talk through everything that’s going on.
My our Heavenly Father hold us all in the palm of his and guide us through this journey together.
Hugs
Jackie