Because I have made really long answers, What Sage has extracted is what I will post for today. I do not need to rewrite and reinvent the wheel. not anymore. Here goes: Just finished my first section of Week 1 and realised I've spent my whole working life building skills from struggle instead of strength. Every job that drained me was a skill-job. Every moment I came alive - the glass business, Japan, teaching one child to hold a brush pen - was a strength-moment. That's the difference I've been missing. If you have an interest in Japan and reading this, if you feel enclined to, drop me a line. Or if this is resonating with you.