I know this post may not make sense to anyone and I apologize that I cant go into full detail but this group has made me see clearly that for the past year (well more then that but whatever), I am not in the place I need to be.... I need to be me.... I need to stop being pushed down but even worse then being pushed down is the fact that I am allowing it. I know that is on me...But it is clear what I need to do now but I truly need the confidence to do so... And as Peggy has pointed out, FEAR, has been something that has been holding me back.... I need to move forward. I need to take the steps to be who I am and stop letting that feae get in my way.
I am so lucky (well, not sure it was luck, I feel more like it was ment to be) to have found the group and have my husband, children and family there for me!
Thank you for just letting me get this off my chest