Today I had an appointment I did NOT want to go to.
In my head? I had already:
β Rescheduled it
β Cancelled it
β Pushed it to "next week"
β¦about 100 times before I even got out of bed π
My avoidance was so loud that instead of planning to go, I:
π§Ή Tidied the entire living room
π§Ή Cleaned upstairs
π§Ή Found corners of the house I forgot existed
(ADHD productivity = doing literally anything except the thing π)
And then somewhere in all that scrubbing, a tiny voice landed π‘
"JUST TAKE THE PAIN UP FRONT."
To be honest it was more like was enthusiastically screaming in my head, suggesting that I could also just go and take the pain now... instead of avoiding... and keep living in that state for another week.... In Dutch we have this perfect phrase: π door de zure appel heen bijten. Bite the sour apple. Just go through it. Don't drag it out for another week of dread. Take it now and be free tonight β¨
So I got in the car π
I drove there π£οΈ
I sat through it πͺ
I endured the pain π
I came home π‘
It was hard. AND. It's done π―
No rescheduling. No "tomorrow RenΓ©e." No 100 more mental cancellations.
Justβ¦ done π
If there's something you've been avoiding all week, this is your sign π
Take the zure appel today π
Future-you will be SO grateful tonight π
What's YOUR zure appel this week? Drop it in the comments and let's eat them together ππ