Just got to the belief section and realized the voice telling me I'm "not much good in general" can't explain the chemist who delivered impossible scale-ups so well that other people complained I was making them look bad. Both stories can't be true. One of them is a verdict I inherited. The other is a record.
The record didn’t stop me being terrified that next time the chemistry wouldn’t work and I’d be revealed as a fraud, but maybe that’s something to work on…