My insight after completing the questions “You move in pictures. So the "twice as long" isn't slow comprehension, it's translation work nobody told you that you were doing, and you've been billing yourself for the delay as though it were a defect. The systems didn't expose a flaw in you. They were simply written in a dialect you were never given.”
This makes so much sense to me.
My open loop…send the email Ive been avoiding