Hey there, I'm really glad to find a community like this. I really want to become a full team with my wife in caring for our lives, but all the aspiration in the world doesn't help when we hit real world situations, and I'm hopeful I can have some breakthroughs by getting others' perspectives and input and through some of the guided materials here. The largest mental barrier for me in my efforts so far has been agreeing on the urgency or importance of different tasks. I tend to feel like everything important is more or less covered, and it doesn't matter if X isn't taken care of. I can sense that she's often actually correct in her view of things, but I struggle to fully see it that way without a clear explanation that brings me into feeling it the same way and/or seeing it as objectively true and not simply a preference that she has. It seems wrong to me to insist on anything that's a preference. Of course, asking for that kind of explanation is further mental load. One example is laundry. I would be fully comfortable if the laundry was never fully put away for the rest of our lives, and it seems to me that it does not in fact matter. She sees it as a barrier to enjoying our home as much as we could because it creates clutter in the guest room where clean clothes collect on the bed. I can get by for a while on the thought that "it's okay to do things only because that's how she wants them—that's love, right?" but after a while I find I can't sustain the effort when the truth is I just don't believe it's a real problem, and I'm ultimately just doing it to keep her from being mad at me. I just watched Zach's video on the "do better" loop last night and found a LOT to relate to in there. I've not seen this specific angle of things brought up anywhere, so I'm grateful for any insight you all might have in this area.

Physical - pulled up old flooring and put into trash Cognitive thought about the air quality and dust flying around, realized I would need to put cats in a different area so I could keep the windows open and bring their littler box down Emotional- respond calmly when our child really struggled upon me flushing the toilet rather than them, and being kind and compassionate in that moment.

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Every home that is struggling with equality of invisible labor has a conversation they are struggling with that takes on different flavors, which one are you struggling with the most?

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