"I don't know what to do with my life"
It’s a question you don’t want to struggle with later on. It’s most peoples’ greatest regret — doing what people told them, instead of what they truly wanted. Let me tell you a story, bro. Of how I knew exactly what I wanted to do even after 3 years of struggling. 📌 Storytime It’s the summer of 2023. I’ve just finished watching my 50th video on starting a YouTube channel. But this time, it’s different. I pull out a Notion document, and start brainstorming an idea: how to get back onto self-improvement. Days later, I’ve only scripted the video. Still, it’s progress. Weeks later, I’m done scripting, recording, AND editing. So I hit publish… And… wait for it… 20 views. 3 weeks worth of work got me 20 views. But honestly, I wasn’t complaining. Progress is progress, and, as someone new to self-improvement, starting a YouTube channel was MASSIVE. And now, fast forward a few months, to January of 2025. I’d been uploading consistently, moving from once weekly, to three times a week. Some time in 2024 I had gotten a video pop off with 3,000 views. I even made a sale! So naturally, I was excited as hell. But I’m sure we all know, what goes up, must come back down. So it’s January of 2025. My videos are averaging around 100-300 views, and I’m happy with the sales I’m making (it wasn’t much, but it was good). But then it hits: the crash. I’m looking at my YouTube Studio analytics and notice I’m only getting 4-10 views per video. It’s literally only been 4 days since my 100 view video, and now this? So I sit there confused but keep uploading. Same stuff. 4-10 views. So I change up my style a bit, add a bit more editing, put in a ton more effort. 6 views. I continue this for… take a guess. 6 whole months. I kid you not, I kept uploading for 6 whole months, EVEN THOUGH I was getting 3% of the views I had previously. Now, only in 6 months (June) would I realize that my channel was shadowbanned. Meaning, YouTube wouldn’t promote my content… not even to my own 168 subscribers. So I was pissed af. And this lasted for another whole month (during which I made 3 new channels and still kept uploading).