i uploaded a video today after months of inconsistency, procrastination and self sabotage. but before uploading it i contemplated for 30 mins i was watching the video back and i could see all my imperfections. My acne, my weight gain, dandruff falling on my shoulders, i don't speak well or articulate well i feel so cringe and i hate how i look. but there's one mindset that i applied which is to treat my youtube journey as a life long documentary. one day when i do get out of a rut, lose weight, remove acne, speak better and remove procrastination, i will have this video showcasing a hard evidence of my transformation. (before and after) don't be like me, don't put off things because it's not perfect. it will probably never be perfect but we can always improve. don't think about step 100, just focus on step 1 like @Andrew Kirby said in the past Start, then learn.

You see it took 8 years for me to get over my camera shyness. I tried over and over and over and over again, but nothing worked ever! I always always wanted to start a YouTube channel but I never could, due to so many limiting beliefs fighting in my head. I just distracted myself with building my skills building businesses helping people with marketing and so on… But none of those distracting things harmed me rather, it helped me to build the confidence to teach people something. But, still, I was missing out on what I really wanted, YOUTUBE. It was only because of my friend @Ali Alqaraghuli, that I was able to do it! He helped me immensely to work through my beliefs and post videos. He will be able to tell you more about how he did this magic with systematic actions! I will tell you a crazy recent one, this month he challenged me, we have to post one video a day starting February 2nd until February 28th. And, if we miss a day we have to pay the other person $1000 bucks. CRAAAZZZYY, Right? I had to do it. And today, I can gladly say I am finally at a point where I can share a video I made on my channel.

I recorded this a while ago and thought I'd share it! Let me know what you think? https://youtu.be/4bT5G-U0XEs