I am at a point where I am realizing more about how my mind isโฆ the patterns, the views, the beliefs, the contradictions. Sometimes I just feel like I donโt even have an identity because I question everything and feel so disconnected from others or the status quo. I struggle to just BE and as I exist now, am just overwhelmed by constant analysis, investigation, contradiction, endless loopholes, occasional awakening but often impending dread that the thoughts and loopholes with be back soon to have a chatโฆ I feel really tired and donโt knowโฆ I feel like screaming right now, just what the fuck.