And other wonderFull Ponderings ⛲️ Mega Hooponoopono 💗 In other words sometimes there is not “too much pie” only not enough balance. And the sun helps us find balance in this ever-changing whirled. And forgiveness all over the place, as in the way your father loves you even though you don’t follow the rules. So we keep trying our best, not for him to love us more, but so we can trust and love ourselves enough to thrive for whirled 🫛 peas. Hello patience🧐

Hi all. Today I'm sharing my heart first time in my life to anyone. I feel lost all the time, time just passes and I just unknowingly waste it just thinking about the irrelevant stuff that is not even align with me. Currently I do have a normal IT job that doesn't pay me much though. My focus is constantly being taken away by some meaningless things in my life and I get stuck there almost everytime. I'm not getting enough sleep as my mind just wander here and there at night. Daily I'm just getting sleep of around 3 hours and that's all. Furthermore, I'm not able to find any strong purpose of living this life and feel like ending my old life now and start a new life. But I don't even know what should be there in that new life. I know that i want optimum health for me, my family, money and all but I'm not able to even imagine anything. I want to live in the present moment completely but my mind just won't let me do that. I need guidance and support.