Hi all. Today I'm sharing my heart first time in my life to anyone. I feel lost all the time, time just passes and I just unknowingly waste it just thinking about the irrelevant stuff that is not even align with me. Currently I do have a normal IT job that doesn't pay me much though. My focus is constantly being taken away by some meaningless things in my life and I get stuck there almost everytime. I'm not getting enough sleep as my mind just wander here and there at night. Daily I'm just getting sleep of around 3 hours and that's all. Furthermore, I'm not able to find any strong purpose of living this life and feel like ending my old life now and start a new life. But I don't even know what should be there in that new life. I know that i want optimum health for me, my family, money and all but I'm not able to even imagine anything. I want to live in the present moment completely but my mind just won't let me do that. I need guidance and support.

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