Like everyone here, I'm trying to better myself.
With the idea to take care of my body I started doing some push ups. Nothing fancy, regular, like I always did.
Around 15, I felt a big pain in my back. Almost impossible to move.
At the same time I was setting up a work I had been procrastinating for some time, and I had planned to take care of other errands.
My back getting stuck through out of the window all my planing, I went swimming to try and fix it, and then tried to survive the rest of the day, waiting for the pain to go away.
What I don't understand is the following:
I was doing good work
Had the intention to do more
Was doing push ups to take care of my body
And it's almost like the universe punished me for it.
I know everything I said might sound a bit silly and that I'm supposed to use this experience to create my own meaning, make it usefull to me.
But I'm sure there are others who have also felt this frustration of feeling like you got punished for doing what's right.
Wanted to know what you think about it.