I saw those videos today and they are triggered me:
After I saw them I felt that we are playing the game where most of people born without privilege, and are naturally behind, when we speak about materialistic goodies.
So if we speak about levels of consciousness, I started from position of desire to not compete in such corrupted game.
From this naturally felt anger for my struggles for financial independence starting my late teens. It evolved into pride mixed with courage that even without privilege I could make it work. And feel that I could trust the process.
I want it all 😂 I want spiritual growth and, at the same time, I want to live comfortable and interesting life and also do not care about money at all.
If the game is corrupted I feel that the most adequate move is to use cheat codes. Like „MOTHERLOAD” in sims 😂
Do you have similar thoughts? Or am I tripping