People often say to those who seem to have many requirements to accept someone as a partner that, thinking this way, they will never find anyone. But I wonder… what are we supposed to do? Accept compromises just to pair up and obtain a sense of security, even though deep down, from the very beginning, we feel we won’t be able to endure them for long? Have we stopped believing in love… possibly because we are no longer capable of loving someone that isn't our ego or its projected expression? Or the expectation of love in this paired form, while being almost taken for granted with all its complexities, is just a narrow viewpoint of our true feelings? If our feelings of wild romance collide with feelings of order and diligence: what ethical stance is right to have? Is there a right-choice? Are our partners our property? Are we entitled to deny them to love someone else in such a way that one feels due to boycott any contradictory feeling arising or loving is letting the other have freedom of choice regardless of the choice he makes? Is jealousy an indication of sound concern or just an uncontrolled demand for attention? Is love something you can crystallize forever with an oath or a whim of the moment? But most importantly: are we giving our partner what we demand from them? I don't have an answer, just a personal way of threading between the poles, and the certainty of pissing off somebodies and the certainty of moving some others towards me, inevitably, exchangeably, with each decision. Ohhh... by the Mo'Jaal's filthy bowels! I pray for the Balance! What is your take on this?

I'm currently focusing on owning my thoughts, feelings, and actions and not taking on anyone elses. Since I've been reactive to peoples emotions, actions and energy, I've been trying to calm my nervous system down a bit. I have been so dissatisfied and judgemental of how others behave or what they say. I've been the same with myself as well. I realized...if others acted in ways i didn't prefer around me for the rest of my life, and i was simply surrounded by it forever, what would have to give? Would I be dissatisfied my entire life? Would I give others or my own thoughts permission to control me in this way? No. Eventually I would come to the conclusion that I can no longer let it impact me to the point that I cannot find peace or joy or empowerment. So what is the point of waiting any longer? Why should I need it to stop before I be and feel these things? If anyone has any insight or tips or you'd just like to talk about your own personal experience, please feel free to do so! I'd appreciate it very much.

Do you know what it feels like to have a very caring, deep connection with your self?

Did anyone else have the craziest year of their life last year? Damn I quit my job Started a non profit business Got off my meds visited my childhood home Challanged myself in every possible way Am still recovering from the change

Are you truly awake or just accepting that you are without knowing that you are, and if you are awake, how do you know you are awake and what have you woken up from?