I have so much love to give but no one to give it to. What can I do to fill this void I feel? And I also want to learn how to love thyself so any tips will help because most of the times I think love and a whole idea of a relationship really scares my nervous system I think it's because of the condition of love that I was brought up with and uh I want to battle this is fast as possible love this feels so foreign and scary to me