🌿My Breakthrough Story From Chaos and Conformity to Freedom and Truth

Hi Lovely people ,I’m joining a little late.... story of my life really!! always catching up, juggling motherhood, healing, and everything in between!. But I knew I had to be here. Something in me keeps whispering that this community could be the beginning of the village I’ve been praying for.

It’s a bit scary sharing my story, because not many people in my world understand this kind of awakening, questioning systems, living outside the norm, walking the road less travelled. But if there’s one thing I’ve learned, it’s that truth heals, and connection begins when we dare to be seen.

So here’s me, showing up raw and real a solo mama of four, a seeker, a woman finding her voice again.

Before

• I grew up doing what was expected school, jobs, relationships and partying a lot!! never questioning much.• By 22, I was pregnant and completely unprepared. I loved my baby deeply, but I had no idea who I was.• My twenties were a blur of toxic relationships, alcohol, and drugs trying to fill the emptiness, trying to belong, always searching for love in chaos.

Crisis

• Eventually, everything fell apart. I was emotionally, physically, financially and spiritually drained.• I stayed far too long in a relationship that broke me down, believing that was what I deserved.• Pregnant with my fourth child, I finally left. I birthed him at home in my power, but completely shattered. That moment became both an ending and a beginning.

Chase

• My awakening began quietly in my early thirties. I started questioning everything from the medical system to education to the way we live disconnected from nature.• I began homeschooling my kids, learning about holistic healing, and reconnecting with the earth.• I was chasing freedom emotional, spiritual, and physical trying to rebuild a life that felt aligned with truth.

Conflict

• Living outside the systems hasn’t been easy. People don’t always understand, and that can feel isolating.• There were court battles, defending my right to homeschool and mother holistically financial struggles, and days I wonder if I am crazy for doing life differently.• I crave community a village but often felt like I am building it from scratch and it can feel daunting and overwhelming, exhausted and alone.

Breakthrough

• My breakthrough has been realising I’m not broken I’ve been breaking free. Living outside the systems and questioning everything hasn't been the easeful path, but it’s shown me how brave I am.• I’ve learned that vulnerability is strength, and that my story, even the messy parts, is medicine for others.• I’m truly done hiding. I’m ready to be seen, to share, to co-create something beautiful with like-minded souls.

After

• Today, I’m more grounded, awake, and aligned than ever even when life feels chaotic.• I’m homeschooling, healing, and raising my children in truth, love, and freedom. With a vison of building a village a community where I am but that is requiring me to step out to be seen to rise in confidence and share the wisdom and strength ive gained on my journey, I still get scared, but I’m learning to trust my voice, my timing, and my path.

I joined this challenge to reconnect with myself, with community, and with the vision of the New Earth we’re all here to build.

Thank you for holding space for me. I’m so grateful to walk alongside others who get it! Heres to courage, connection, and the rising of a new world.

Love and blessings All xx

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